so after coming out to my wife and her telling me it was ok – she supported me, and was completely fine with it – i started looking around. for the first time in my life… i could openly, without shame or feeling like i need to hide it… order things just for me. i am still trying to keep things tasteful and discrete… the last thing in the world i want to do is make her uncomfortable – but i did set a rule, and ask her to please tell me no matter what if she ever felt that way. but even the act of shopping and buying is so satisfying and makes me feel a million times better knowing she supports me in this.
i decided to come clean about what little body hair i have (she had noticed my lack of it, but never connected the dots) in that i hated it. so, i did a little pruning and shaving… smooth legs feel amazing. i have some learning to do (like giving myself a pedicure) but am quickly getting the hang of it. i did promise my wife we would go get pedicures together sometime 🙂
the first few things i ordered came in today, and and i had a quick try on. sent a few things back… and absolutely positively fell in love with some of the other items. i am sitting here typing this in a pair of black panties with a little flourish of floral design on the sides and a cute bow just above *ahem* there. they feel absolutely amazing, and to say that i am happy would be the understatement of the century.
i tried a bit more sheer pantyhose as well, but need to get my pedi game down a bit better (they are so much better now… but still not perfect). sizing was a bit off, and i should probably get one size down… but i still was a bit speechless. sitting at the edge of my bed and sliding those nylons up my legs, i think i had a few happy tears. they feel absolutely exquisite and the other half of me was just squealing with joy.
my life has completely changed now. even if it all goes away tomorrow… i have finally been able to let the other half of me come out, and be herself for a bit. her first few breaths of air have changed everything. today has made me realize just how long it has been since that part of me has been happy… not just appeased a little… but truly, honestly, blissfully happy and at peace.
every fiber of my being is just so in awe, and thankful for having such a wonderful and loving wife. i never knew i could be this happy… and its all thanks to her. i love her soo soo much.