it was a few days til my nerves settled from almost getting caught – and i went from constantly on edge wondering if doom was just around the corner… to fixated on what i had hidden under my bed. i started noticing that thinking about those clothes werent...
reading through this coming page, you may think its a lot of detail… it is. this day is one i remember all the time. there are many days i can point to and say they are one of the happiest days of my life…. the day i met my current wife… the day my...
i was no longer allowed to play with becky. i guess my parents thought she was the cause… but she wasnt. i remember my mom sitting in the front yard SCREAMING at beckys mom about it – loud enough that the entire neighborhood came out to see what was going...
the day my mom found out, at just 5 years old – was the day my life became a living hell. things turned and my life was never the same again. i just did not understand why she was so upset. i felt so happy wearing that… but she was irate. i remember trying...
reading through the last post, you probably asked yourself “why does it matter? why the big reaction when you found out?” so lets address why, by starting at the beginning. as a toddler and up to around 4, my best friend was a girl i called tippy (her...
there is a spaghetti bowl of information, realizations, and thoughts sprinkled with a heaping helping of regret, disappointment, despair, and sadness floating around in my brain. before i go any further – yes, i am ok. this is not the ‘end of the...
